I'd like to get into your "integration with everything" and "I experienced that." It must be impossible to put into language...
But "who" experienced the INTEGRATION such that some individual, you, could come and talk about "I" experienced this or that.
In the Full On Merger with the LIGHT or the ULTIMATE EVERYTHING, is there any trace of individuality, and if not, how is it different from Nihistic ideas of oblivion other everything is Everything, and somehow "You" - the Monad if you will - can come back as reporting on the Ultimate merger?
I had a psychedelic experience before and knew first-hand that Awareness demolishes any attempt at intellectual framing, Supercedes it, and I also sensed an eventual merger into Everything, partially, and it was beautiful, but I also resisted it... not ready to "lose my individuality."
Of course eventually I won't have say in the matter and I hope I can "melt into everything" with some kind of grace, whatever remains or not in that Final transition of this instantiation of a life path similar to yours but unique of course as well...
Just interested in really Knitty gritty Phenomenological Analysis on what it is to Fully Integrate, "Who" experiences that...what remains, apart from Everything that we tend to not be experiencing as we plod along in this or that body generally speaking, and then ...
But it's just like how in philosophy the understanding of "personal identity" is elusive...
So, this idea of self and who experiencing something is object-based. Pure awareness without being everything, without being nothing, without conceptual object or belief or any sort of idea about anything at all is who experienced that. It is complete open awareness without any sort of self. This cannot be described, it must be directly experienced.
We are not everything, because everything is also an extreme limitation. We are not nothing, because that foolishly limits us even more. This illusion we call material reality is not real; however, we are mistaken if we thing that something not real is nothing.
To begin to understand, we must learn to recognize what is beyond limiting principles, such as nothing and everything. We must learn to go beyond limitations generated by belief and concept. To do this, we must meditate and not allow our mind to be restrained by our extremely limited human languages, which are not capable of scratching the surface by any means of labelling or description.
My attempts to explain this are not with the idea that it can be explained. It is done so with the notion that people can find ways to discover for themselves, if they investigate mind and unlock the unlimited potentiality with Bodhicitta.
I'd like to get into your "integration with everything" and "I experienced that." It must be impossible to put into language...
But "who" experienced the INTEGRATION such that some individual, you, could come and talk about "I" experienced this or that.
In the Full On Merger with the LIGHT or the ULTIMATE EVERYTHING, is there any trace of individuality, and if not, how is it different from Nihistic ideas of oblivion other everything is Everything, and somehow "You" - the Monad if you will - can come back as reporting on the Ultimate merger?
I had a psychedelic experience before and knew first-hand that Awareness demolishes any attempt at intellectual framing, Supercedes it, and I also sensed an eventual merger into Everything, partially, and it was beautiful, but I also resisted it... not ready to "lose my individuality."
Of course eventually I won't have say in the matter and I hope I can "melt into everything" with some kind of grace, whatever remains or not in that Final transition of this instantiation of a life path similar to yours but unique of course as well...
Just interested in really Knitty gritty Phenomenological Analysis on what it is to Fully Integrate, "Who" experiences that...what remains, apart from Everything that we tend to not be experiencing as we plod along in this or that body generally speaking, and then ...
But it's just like how in philosophy the understanding of "personal identity" is elusive...
So, this idea of self and who experiencing something is object-based. Pure awareness without being everything, without being nothing, without conceptual object or belief or any sort of idea about anything at all is who experienced that. It is complete open awareness without any sort of self. This cannot be described, it must be directly experienced.
We are not everything, because everything is also an extreme limitation. We are not nothing, because that foolishly limits us even more. This illusion we call material reality is not real; however, we are mistaken if we thing that something not real is nothing.
To begin to understand, we must learn to recognize what is beyond limiting principles, such as nothing and everything. We must learn to go beyond limitations generated by belief and concept. To do this, we must meditate and not allow our mind to be restrained by our extremely limited human languages, which are not capable of scratching the surface by any means of labelling or description.
My attempts to explain this are not with the idea that it can be explained. It is done so with the notion that people can find ways to discover for themselves, if they investigate mind and unlock the unlimited potentiality with Bodhicitta.