You've had a thematic life path of being here to help others, to be a spiritual leader. Your path ultimately seems like that of a renunciate, born mostly from frustration.
In my case, I was born son of a pastor, but from a young age I was questing after wisdom, excelled through Academia (philosophy) later, and off to Japan by destiny.
But my idea has always been to enjoy life to the fullest. Bhagwan Rajneesh, Osho, coined the person that I was already --> Zorba the Buddha. The dancing Buddha if you will.
Yes, philosophy led me to Arthur Schopenhauer, but I have also discovered a kind of bio electricity "by myself" that searches online seem to call Frisson.
So, I respect you, but there are countless paths and pathless ways.
I am born of the universe 🙏 and considered myself a citizen therein from the beginning.
An austere path of renunciation is not required.
Live your life not according to your parents, some religious authorities = fake, society at large...take risks, be authentic but also discerning and cautious as necessary.
So long as any of us speak, we are humans + perhaps.
I used to be on board with transhumanism and the elimination of suffering through bio-science. As much as possible, by all means, but in general, live your life as you would most likely to until you've had enough and some graduation perhaps naturally comes about.
You've had a thematic life path of being here to help others, to be a spiritual leader. Your path ultimately seems like that of a renunciate, born mostly from frustration.
In my case, I was born son of a pastor, but from a young age I was questing after wisdom, excelled through Academia (philosophy) later, and off to Japan by destiny.
But my idea has always been to enjoy life to the fullest. Bhagwan Rajneesh, Osho, coined the person that I was already --> Zorba the Buddha. The dancing Buddha if you will.
Yes, philosophy led me to Arthur Schopenhauer, but I have also discovered a kind of bio electricity "by myself" that searches online seem to call Frisson.
So, I respect you, but there are countless paths and pathless ways.
I am born of the universe 🙏 and considered myself a citizen therein from the beginning.
An austere path of renunciation is not required.
Live your life not according to your parents, some religious authorities = fake, society at large...take risks, be authentic but also discerning and cautious as necessary.
So long as any of us speak, we are humans + perhaps.
I used to be on board with transhumanism and the elimination of suffering through bio-science. As much as possible, by all means, but in general, live your life as you would most likely to until you've had enough and some graduation perhaps naturally comes about.
Whatever the ultimate truth is, that will forever be the truth, even if the ultimate truth is that such and such is changing.
You either have an influence upon or you are part of/subject to Ultimate truth.
Don't denyism. You are here for some reason...DO what you're here to do and be DONE with it.